You will get what you desire and what you need. That is axiomatic. Whether you think it is what you need, and whether it is what you outwardly "want" is totally unimportant. The basic situation is that you, like a magnet, are attracted and repelled according to the composite of properties within you, and the strengths, filters, screens, and polarities of your mind, attitudes, desires, feelings, thoughts, and aversions. From all of this will come one vector - indicating direction and strength - and you will come into contact with those things, and draw those things into contact with you, which satisfy and balance those aspects.
If you have a true heart you will be led to it. Intention is the key to capacity and will lead you to the next step. If you desire flash - you will get it; quietness - you will go toward that; phenomena - you will be inundated; justification - it will be yours. If you have a real opening of the heart, a repentance and acceptance, an honest prayer of feeling and seeking for true guidance in whatever form or manner, through whatever means or person - that will come into your life and you to it. It will then be up to you to recognize that situation for what it is, and take the next conscious step toward it.
When you ask for true guidance it can come in the most unexpected way. Trust it, follow your heart, and breathe love in thankfulness to the Divine. If you rely on that and let it lead you, you will find the Real TEACHER and TEACHING.
